Adonai, You are still God. You are still in control. You are my Rock and Redeemer, no matter what. You are still in control. My heart breaks. I feel torn. I feel broken. But You are still God and I trust You. You have Your reasons for this. I may not understand them. That, frankly does not matter. I trust that You are working. I will do my best to cooperate and surrender to your will. Too many times I have tried otherwise and that has led to more pain and disasters. I will surrender because I trust You. I also trust You are still with me and have not gone anywhere. If I have sinned and this has happened, reveal to me what all I have done wrong, and I will confess and change my ways (repent). If this has happened for another reason, I know I have done wrong, please forgive me and reveal that to me. If this has happened for another reason, help me. Regardless, help me do right by You as I walk this heartbreaking road. Help me cling to You and Your Word. Light my path so I walk in your ways. I do not want to stumble or step off your path in any way as I am grieving. I do not want to push You away or step away from You in any way. I want to allow this situation to grow my love and trust in You in spite. Thank You this has happened. It is hard. May I have your help? I need it through this. Help me see and hear You clearly. Help my steps only be the steps toward You. Thank You for the help. Thank You for trusting me with this heartbreaking event and moment. Thank You for everything You have planned through this i just want to give You glory, honor, and praise. Thank You again... my heart breaks... but You are Adonai and I trust You.
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